oops

i guess summer happened and i forgot all about this blog. i also changed my plans and they keep changing because i'm fickle when it comes to this move. i love love love chicago, and the summer is when it becomes most apparent. the winter is so hard. i don't know, maybe this one will be easier. i leave for la on friday and i'll probably come back with renewed desire to move there. but who knows.

i met a boy here, a potential, hang out a lot boy. it's a slow process, though. i wish things were easy or that i could read minds, or that he would make a move. he wants to hang out a lot, but never makes any sort of move. it's frustrating but maybe a good sign that he isn't just into fucking me.

google is good. the same. they're flying me out to san francisco next month for an offsite meeting/just hanging out with the team. we're going to napa and tasting wine and staying in a swanky hotel. i'm pretty excited to see the mountain view office and kristine and shawn.

my throat's been fucking up for over a week. i refuse to accept/believe that i'm sick. it's just allergies. i've just drank three cups of tea and it does feel better.

i guess it's work time.