i'm at my parent's house and it's just incredibly depressing. they're having a garage sale, and it's like our whole lives are out there. they can't afford anything. i looked at my mom's arm today. her elbow is swollen and she can't get it bend past 90 degrees, which is terrible range of motion. and she wouldn't go to the hospital because she can't afford it. i can't help them anymore. there's nothing else i can do. i had this urge to call pk for some reason, when i started to get really sad. i haven't talked to him since i was out there. it's his birthday here in detroit already.
i'm going to try really hard to buck up but i have pms and greys anatomy was sorta soul crushing at the end and i have nothing really exciting going on and it's lonely here, and in my life all the time.
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