and breath

The breath holding continues.

I wish that I could wake up every morning with resolve to do something, instead of doubt and questions, just resolve. Sometimes I wake up and think that my plan is great, that things will be great. Sometimes I wake up feeling nostalgic for this city and this life. Sometimes I wake up and wish I could just stay in bed. Why why why am i so unsure about everything?

I saw the movie Doubt with Davo today. I thought it was good, but not great. I thought all of the performances were excellent and I hope that Phillip Seymore Hoffman gets something.

Tonight is the Oscars. I really don't care that much, but I do like to see the arrivals for the dresses. Kevin always loved the fashion.