Snowpacalypse, whatever you want to call it. We're supposed to get a huge blizzard, finally. It's happening on the perfect day, too. My day off. I've wanted a big snow storm for most of the winter and have been jealous of the west coast and all of their snowy glory. Now, it is our turn. Finally. Our own snowy mess is upon us. We'll see how the dish does, but I'm guessing I'm going to need to rent a movie as I don't have very high expectations.
I know that it's strange, my love of snow but hatred of winter. It's the cold that gets me and the logistics of dealing with winter travel. I hate the bus but promised my surgeon that I wouldn't ride. My boots leak, so I bought new ones. Hopefully they will hold up. My apartment is cold (except for today when the maintenance guy turned the heat up to 85 and was sweating when I got home). Just every day pains in my ass.
So, yes, winter. It's still happening. I'm doing worlds better emotionally this week than last and I am so grateful for that. I do wish this roller coaster would end. I'm going to see a therapist next week. I'm hoping that will help.
I know that it's strange, my love of snow but hatred of winter. It's the cold that gets me and the logistics of dealing with winter travel. I hate the bus but promised my surgeon that I wouldn't ride. My boots leak, so I bought new ones. Hopefully they will hold up. My apartment is cold (except for today when the maintenance guy turned the heat up to 85 and was sweating when I got home). Just every day pains in my ass.
So, yes, winter. It's still happening. I'm doing worlds better emotionally this week than last and I am so grateful for that. I do wish this roller coaster would end. I'm going to see a therapist next week. I'm hoping that will help.
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