so ronery

I hate these online dating sites. I promised Regan that I would try and it's really time for me to move on. I couldn't do it while Kevin was alive and now that he's been dead for over nine months I need to let go. When he was still alive I used to have hope that we would find our way back to each other. I no longer have an excuse.  I need to admit that I don't want to be alone forever. I want to get married. I want a stable family. I want a partner. I'm tired of sleeping, eating, going to movies, walking Lola, etc alone. I think that's perfectly fair. I went to a singles thing with team Peterson on Saturday and it was an absolute disaster. I need someone to step in and help. Someone I know has to have an eligible friend somewhere. Anyone? Something. Help!