It's been one month since Kevin died. One month. One month of more tears that I've ever cried in my life. One month, 12 less pounds on my body. One month, hours of sleep missing. One month of trying to live my regular life, while I think about Kevin all the time. I have these moments of not thinking about it, when things seem ok. Out of nowhere...bam! Crying. Sad. Thinking about never talking to him again. Never seeing him again. Lola never jumping on him, breaking his glasses. I hate it. I hate that he's gone.
It really does get easier every day. I just wonder if it will ever just be easy.
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